try to remember
composer: tom jones lyrics: harvey schmidt
try to remember the kind of september
when life was slow and oh so mellow
try to remember the kind of september
when grass was green and grain was yellow
try to remember the kind of september
when you were a tender and a callow fellow
try to remember and if you remember
then follow -follow,oh-oh
try to remember when life was so tender
that no one wept except the willow
try to remember the kind of september
when love was an ember about to billow
try to remember and if you remember
then follow-follow,oh-oh

deep in december it`s nice to remember
although you know the snow will follow
deep in december it`s nice to remember
the fire of september that made us mellow
deep in december our hearts should remember
and follow-follow,oh-oh

再一次看《玻璃之城》是在7年以后的异乡。影片结束后久久没有取出碟片。
一遍又一遍的听那首 try to remember 直到把整个房间填满。
在没开灯的黑暗里，泪水又不小心掉下来。
我想我再也回不去的。不只是故乡。
忘记的也不只是你。而是整个年少时光。

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母亲打电话过来。一直哭诉。又一次与父亲挣扎。
她说她甚至写下遗书准备我经后的学费。抛下一切离开。

打电话给父亲。是半年以来第一次。在电话另一端。
像被欺凌的人般撕声的哭。但却忘了如何责怪。

如很多年来一样。只是用这种无声的方式去反抗。

依旧无法答应母亲前来与我同住的要求。不是不想不是不愿意。
是认为现在目前还无任何准备。在我自己都无发认清以后的路之前。
我又怎么可以许她幸福。
我像是自私的不能自私的孩子为自己开脱辩解。
我像逃离病毒一样离开那个曾属于我的小城。
欣欣然的在另一个陌生的城池里遇到珍宝一般悠闲。无关已任。

天知道。我多爱。我多厌倦。